On my entire life, I had been living through books; every day passes by like leafing each pages, every person I’ve met represents the various characters I’ve read and imagined, every situation happened was the same with every scene I’ve fancied in every story, and the happy endings as much as the depressing and heartbreaking ones all happen. But last week, just as I was to go to my class and I came to pass through a group of students, there was this lone truth I just realized. I am not only living within books, but also I exist in the real world.
Never in my life have I encountered a couple kissing in public, especially when the two of them are both guys. I am aware that such relationships exist and I am okay with it. It’s just that I am not accustomed on those things, and I am only familiar through books itself. I am totally in shocked after seeing them. I didn’t know how to react well so I’d promised that I’ll write it down and think of it myself.
The real world is comprised of different people just as the imaginary characters in books. The only difference is that in books, you tend to let your creative mind to picture everything you read and that it is normal for such things to happen because you’re only imagining it; yet in a real world, you do not expect these images you conceived of to happen vividly, instead you reconsider events to occur when there’s a seemingly fitting time for it to happen, considering it will.
Now, I told myself to be release from the boundless life I’ve been living for the past sixteen years, and to consider settling in the real world where all things happen not on my creative imaginations but in actual.